My Life, My Heart, My Soul…

Close to you
By: Carpenters

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Just like me they long to be
Close to you

Woah, close to you

Who I am??

I am…

A woman who loves to be herself. Always wanted to be independent, strong and creative…

A woman with contentment with what she has/would have in life and believes that GOD is the only ONE who can tell her that she is "SINFUL".

                                                                                       Jan. 20, 2003

My Dearest Love,

             My love for you is as endless as the sky above. It runs like a river through my heart. Like the Earth itself and all that is life, it will live until the end of time. My world is a little easier because I share it with you.

Dayan

"Sometimes I catch myself staring at you while you’re lying fast asleep. I memorize the moment and lock it away in my heart somewhere where it will keep. Sometimes I still tremble when you brush against my skin; when your hand reaches out to touch my face. I’ve never known anyone like you before, and I know I’ll never see the likes of you again. No one in this world could ever take your place."

                 And case you don’t know it, this is a love song And it comes from the heart of someone  who loves you so I don’t always show it, so this is your love song You are loved; I just wanted you to know.

"And in the quiet times when you talk to me, I hang on every word that you say. You might not always see my love, but it’s always there. You still take my breath away."

                  And case you don’t know it, this is a love song And it comes from the heart of someone who loves you so I don’t always show it, so this is your love song You are loved; I just wanted you to know.

We’ve known each other for quite a long time now… You’ve had your share of my joy and you always took part of my sorrows. You were always the one man I run to whenever I have a problem… You stayed with me to give me advices; to laugh at my mistakes…I just want to thank you for those times.

You’ve been my strength when I can’t seem to move forward. My courage when reality seems to freak me out. You never left my side… You are my "knight" and I love you… Maybe with the kind of love that is far more than the love that should be given to a friend. But I do and I can’t help it.

There came a time that I told you that you mean something to me. That, "you are the only reason that could make me stay". Just tell me and I will never leave your side forever. Please stay with me and be MY BEST FRIEND my whole lifetime.

Remember the time when somebody hurt your feelings? I want to apologize because I knew what kind of bitch she was and I never told you. I didn’t want to hurt you because that was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I was a coward and so now, I have to face that fact that I don’t know what I can do in case the time comes that I see her. Anyhow… I will never leave you… I’ll stay beside you as long as you need me to be here for you. Coz you never left me at my darkest days. And now, I know it’s my turn to give back the light that once was yours…

I just want you to know that you’re the best “Best Friend”, a girl like me could ever have. I hope everything will stay the way it had always been. Between you and me.

- Dayan

I can’t promise you that dark clouds will never hover over our lives or that the future will bring us many rainbows. I can’t promise you that tomorrow will be perfect or that life will be easy. I can promise you my everlasting devotion, my loyalty, my respect, and my unconditional love for a lifetime.

I can promise that I’ll always be there for you, to listen and to hold your hand, and I’ll always do my best to make you happy, and make you feel loved. I can promise that I’ll see you through any crisis, and hope with you, dream with you, build with you, and always cheer you on and encourage you. I can promise that I’ll share my dreams my world, and every aspect of my life with you.

I’ll willingly be your protector, your advisor, your counselor, your friend, your family, your everything. And I believe that’s what love is truly all about.

Always Yours,

DaYaN

*~*~* I Can’t Fight This Feeling *~*~*

       I can’t fight this feeling any longer.
         And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow.
         What started out as friendship,
         Has grown stronger.
         I only wish I had the strength to let it show.

         I tell myself that I can’t hold out forever.
         I said there is no reason for my fear.
         Cause I feel so secure when we’re together.
         You give my life direction,
         You make everything so clear.

         And even as I wander,
         I’m keeping you in sight.
         You’re a candle in the window,
         On a cold, dark winter’s night.
         And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might.

         And I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
         I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
         It’s time to bring this ship into the shore,
         And throw away the oars, forever.

         Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
         I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
         And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
         Come crashing through your door,
         Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore.

         My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
         I’ve been running around in circles in my mind.
         And it always seems that I’m following you, girl,
         Cause you take me to the places,
         That alone I’d never find.

          And even as I wander,
          I’m keeping you in sight.
          You’re a candle in the window,
          On a cold, dark winter’s night.
          And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might.

          And I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
          I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
          It’s time to bring this ship into the shore,
          And throw away the oars, forever.

          Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
          I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
          And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
          Come crashing through your door,
          Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore.